I do my best thinkin' in the bath
I was just thinking about the last time I was in an rp with Colossus/Northstar-- or maybe the first. It was in Before The X. I think Ariel was JP and I was Piotr in a game after that. Anyway. The game I just joined has a Piotr and I'm playing
JP so there's hints of it.
That lead me to remember how when I quit BTX, it was after Ariel quit and that shit was getting stupid anyway.
Then that brought me to when I quit Mutant Haven, another one of Nat's games. I was having a lot of health issues-- both real and imaginary. Health issues + Extreme anxiety = both real and imaginary aliments. I was going to the doctor and getting MRIs and cat scans and shit. I had heart palpitations. And they were like WELL IT'S EITHER CAFFEINE SENSITIVITY OR YOUR HEART IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE. Scary. Shit. Anyway, my insurance with Target was pretty fancy-ass, but I still owed a lot of money but since I'm shit poor, it was settled.
Oh. So. Tangent. I emailed Nat and was basically like "I gotta quit, sorry." Then I emailed Emma (who was playing JP, I was Walter. They were like bffs or something). I apologized to her and shit. She stopped talking to me. Didn't answer me. Completely stopped. I waited a week, thinking maybe she was busy. But nope. Nat posted in her OOC about how some shitty person just up and quit her game without telling the other players. Wow, okay guys. (On the bright side, Kati emailed me, genuinely worried, also passing along love from Lou. So it wasn't completely shit, just. Wow).
And that, ladies and gents, is why I tend to just write with Carla, JM, and Ariel. Or really, PSL with Carla and occasionally join a game playing her sibling and then realize-everyone-it-in-sucks-and-stop-posting-there.
Completely unrelated, someone on Tumblr pointed out to me what a terrible asshole Canon!Walter is. Shit, I'm embarrassed I didn't see this before.